The past haunts me..

Why?

Why did you said it all to me.


 when I'm already mended?

yet, still broken...

Why is this all happening now?

when I am already gone..

yet, still waitin'.

Why now?

When my world is already spinnin' on its own.

Yet, slowly fallin'..

Why...


I will admit it.


There's still a hole here in my heart..

Longing to be filled by you.

Damn. I'm still into you.

I'm so afraid. I am terrified .. 

Scared to let you know that I still love you.

Even though, you have hurt me..

Long time ago..

When my heart was young and too naive to feel this "First heartbeat" that I have felt when I was with you..



When you showed me how to love ..

And how to be hurt for the first time in my life.

The pain.  
The sorrow.
The agony I have felt deep inside..

All the tears that have rolled down from my teary eyes.



It's all because of you.



and because of you..

The past haunts me.


 -LCB