Dear Mr. Filthy,
It's been 4 months since I have left all of those shity mem'ries. Lucky to say.. here you go again..Here I am once again, Our paths have crossed here in the city of my dreams. All I wanted was to be free. Free to do whatever I want to.. WITHOUT YOU. I all ever wanted was to be on the top and to show the world how I have changed when you left me. All I ever wanted was to feel the things that I deserve to be happy for, yet I couldn't feel the same way you do with the things that surround your life right now. Am I worth it to feel so pained and broken once again? How will I know if it's meant to happen? All of these things have gone too fast. I could still remember how it was back then... It's like, the moment I have seen you again, the remaining wounds in my heart did open once again, causing pain that I don't deserve anymore. It was all over. I'm so sick and fuckin' tired of counting your footsteps towards me. That was all yesterday and TODAY.. I really should stop creating illusions of something that will not and should not happen AGAIN 'coz I have already given up.. long time ago.
-THE END-
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