R-E-D :)

The color of my day is RED.

RED lips.

RED nails.

RED hair. (JOKE)

 

and I'm listening to Taylor's Swift RED. 😁

Whoah! What a day ! I'm so fuckin' tired. but I am really happy because I think I became a productive person today.

btw, my friend just set up a BLIND DATE for me .

SERIOSLY -.-

Do I really need that? 

She's really insane :)

well, I have still a lot of stuffs to deal with tonight.

Have a great night folks ^^

Sleep tight b*tches :3

PS. IM INLOVE BEING MYSELF RIGHT NOW :)

This is Elle, 

Signing off. ;)

*Elle, the Productive and Pretty :P

On the road of healin' this BROKEN HEART

 I wanna cry,


Why didn't he gave a damn about anything that I'm feelin' until now.
 :(


I miss him.

My bestfriend :"(

I just want everything back again for the both of us :(

God, Help me mend this silent pain inside my heart.



Hayy..


This is Elle,

Signing out.


Elle, the Broken

I'm on Patron Tequila !

*LOUD MUSIC FROM MY LAPTOP*

(Now Playing: PATRON TEQUILA )

then suddenly and insanely DANCES NAKED..


Just kiddin :)

hahahaha



Lovin this night !



Mwaaaaaah! :***


#YOUNGandWILDandFREE

PS. I want moreeeeeeeeee! -.-



-Elle, the PartyFreak and the Drunkard Chic 

What a Day it is :D

Dear Blogger,


uhmm. I had a great day.


Even though I'm sick, tired, and pained.

I guess, I nailed this day.


Coz honestly, I have FLIRTED a LOT.

With different dudes.. :3


HAHAHAHA

This really made my gloomy day fancier ;)


Well, anyway,

I just texted his number after a month of desolating that silent pain.

It's been a month since I've got the chance to talk to him and have a quirky conversation.

Well. Uhmm. It's kinda awkward to me and maybe to also to him.

The truth is we were never okay and I guess, I'm gonna get used to it for several days, months, or maybe years. ( well that's kinda OA na though)
__-

I just hope everythings' goin' to be alright for the rest of my jolly and painful days here.

Gotta take a rest while watching THE FAULT IN OUR STARS :')


PS. I JUST HOPE THIS MOVIE WILL MAKE ME CRY OUT LOUD TONIGHT (before I sleep)
:)


This is Elle,
Signing off..

😁😊😃😉😎😜😚😝

Midnight Memories

(Okay. medyo exag yung title nito ah.)


ACTUALLY, :)

"Evening Memories"

Damn. It was hot there.

😝😜😌😁😉😃😊😆😋

If lovin' him must mean I really have to set him free :)

Dear Blogger,


It's been a while.

Well, so many things had happened these past few days.

First of all, I traveled back to my hometown. actually I have just arrived yesterday from a long journey:)

Phewws. :3

And then secondly,  We met yesterday. He and I.. let's just say it's a total coincidence.
So there it goes,
Everything went fine.. and I forgot to mention that he's with her girlfriend. (THAT PRETENTIOUS LITTLE COW! JOKE:)

Well, we talked for a while.. and honestly, I was so nervous because we haven't made a formal conversation. That day when I was so upset and mad was the last time. :/

I could see that he is happy now with that other girl. So is the girl.. She's so.. I don't know. -.-
I don't wanna make any unethical and rude comments about her physically, mentally, socially, etc.

But, she did not really met my expectations.
:)
When I saw him with her, I feel like it's nothing..
coz honestly, I was expecting it to happen. Those colorful scenarios.. the holding hands that WE USED TO DO, those sweet unexplained gestures that WE USED TO DO without any reason, those warm and gentle hugs that WE USED TO SHARE TOGETHER, and those little things that means so much to me..

Hayy.. This is real life and all I can is, REALITY SUCKS;)

Well, we have nothing to do about it.

and the best lesson I learned from this story is

"LEARN TO LET GO OF SOMETHING IMPORTANT EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS RIGHT NOW COZ TOMORROW THERE WILL BE ALWAYS A SUN SHINING AND THERE STOOD THE RIGHT THING THAT REALLY BELONGS TO YOU"

This is Elle,

Signing off.. :)

#FREE